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Thu, May. 4th, 2006, 09:42 am

i am having a bad day....just thought everyone should know this before you continue reading

i dont understand why certain things happen...and if you knew my situation earlier this year then you will understand why i am so upset over this. i just dont get guys. mostly guys that have girlfriends. i mean do i attract them? because i think there is a problem. a guy seems to be so nice and they say that they are either on a break or broken up with the last girl and then all of a sudden...BAM...oh wait i have a girlfriend, im sorry. it fucking bullshit is what it is! you need to fucking own up and deal with your shit before dragging me into it! dont tell me to trust you if your bullshitting me the whole time. i guess that these guys just flock to me because im so trusting and i try to believe everyone...well i guess i just have to stop that because i dont know what else to do...i cant keep doing this shit.

im not trying to bash guys its just i had to ask, what possess someone to lie to hurt another person? i just dont get it...

Thu, Mar. 23rd, 2006, 03:40 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KESHIA!!!!!

Sun, Jan. 22nd, 2006, 09:22 pm

hey children guess who is coming home for one acts????




heh it's me!!! well as long as it doesnt snow in blacksburg i should be home on friday!!!

Sun, Dec. 25th, 2005, 01:31 pm

MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL!!!







or Happy Holidays...whatever as long as you're HAPPY!!!

Tue, Dec. 6th, 2005, 05:51 pm
me venting

i think that the prefection of my life is falling apart...im so fucked right now

Sun, Nov. 13th, 2005, 04:18 pm
very random...pointless entry

i come home thursday!!! you have no idea how excited i am...i will of course be seeing Hayfield's show...i miss you guys :( im home till sunday and then leave for boston to see kristen and freddy and then back home until the next sunday and then back to school for about 2 weeks and then home for a month long winter break!!! things are all good...i couldnt be happier :)


well there is one thing that could be better...but im working on that one ;) heh

love you all and miss you guys soooooooo much...see you soon

Thu, Nov. 10th, 2005, 12:20 am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS MOLLY!!!!



i love you soooo much!!! smooches xoxo

Thu, Oct. 20th, 2005, 10:16 am
just a little bored

[A is for age:]
19

[B is for booze of choice:]
ummm...i dont drink enough to have a favorite

[C is for career:]
costume designer or fashion designer

[D is for your dog's name:]
no dog

[E is for essential items to bring to a party:]
a low cut shirt! heh

[F is for favorite song at the moment:]
Matchbook Romance Tiger Lily

[G is for favorite game:]
Mario Party 6! heh

[H is for hometown:]
Lorton VA

[I is for instruments you play:]
I used to play the Clarinet

[J is for jam or jelly you like:]
grape jelly

[K is for kids?]
of course

[L is for last kiss?]
ummm im not going to say...

[M is for mom's job:]
loan processor

[N is for name of your crush:]
again im going to refraine from saying

[O is for overnight hospital stays:]
never

[P is for phobias:]
falling...im sure there are other too

[Q is for quotes you like:]
so many...my favorite "The trouble with censors is that they worry if a girl has cleavage. They ougth to worry is she hasn't any." --Marilyn Monroe

[R is for relationship that lasted the longest]:
...

[S is for sexual preference:]
i love guys!

[T is for time you wake up:]
depends on the day either 8am or 930am

[U is for underwear:]
of course

[V is for vegetable you love:]
corn, peas, celery, carrots, ect...

[W is for worst habit:]
changing my clothes at least 3 times a day

[X is for x-rays you've had:]
nope

[Y is for yummy food you make:]
i make a mean bbq chicken on the George Forman grill

[Z is for zodiac sign:]
libria

Mon, Oct. 17th, 2005, 01:39 pm

my first college show opens tonight!!! i mean i didnt have a lot of work to do with the costumes but to say that i have designed a workshop show at Virginia Tech is a big deal to me!! i cant wait! :)








i wish you could see it... :(

Thu, Oct. 6th, 2005, 10:33 am

honestly sometimes i dont what the fuck im doing with my life...




sorry so blahh it's been a rough morning

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